guttersnipe

I closed my eyes and I could see for miles the years went passing and dreams flooded into my mind in a rushing wind I found myself screaming "take me away" time and space flew away, in retrospect I could tell that though enjoying myself in the moment to stay would mean to forget myself the world around me began to bleed in pain while we all were at each other's throats we bled our own selves dry before we'd lift our hands to help giving into our own vices while we jumped in screaming "take us away" we'd never been here before and it should've stayed that way 'cause now we're living for ourselves we don't care about anyone el

civilization as we know it is based on what we know of it. we convince ourselves to believe in lies, daily. we put ourselves into intricately created worlds that we know nothing about and expect to be running them by sundown. if we are not first, then we must strive to be until we are, nothing else is suitable, when winner takes all and only the fit are the survivors. we destroy ourselves on the inside for pleasure on the outside, and when asked why, our answer is because we require that we are the best. we put ourselves ahead by our own goals and thus hold ourselves back by our own apathy. tragedy is the only point that unifies us, because w

I sit here wondering Why did it work out like this Those provocative words Strangling me. Where were you When I needed you to be by my side With the ringing existing only between my ears I sit here in silence waiting. You're supposed to be here for me Not just watch me crumble down Supposed to help keep me up But instead you spat on me. Raining turns to hailing Hailing words of hate Stones thrown all around me Piercing skin and bone You knew they'd began to kill me Then you watched from upon your throne. Where will you be When I need you right beside me When the world has crumbled Because of a mistake I made. Mud splatte

I deny having to see your face I defy being labeled a disgrace And I try, to let the past erase Why am I running your rat race? Push back Shovin' enough, have you had enough Drop back Realizin' that for you it's too tough What're you in this for? Have you got nothing else to do? What're you in this for? Have you got nothing left to lose? What're you in this for? Is there nothing you can do? What're you in this..for? So, I deny having to see your face I defy, living a life that's a disgrace I will try, to let the past erase And I can't run your dang rat race Attack Thinking that you alone will be enough Get back Sorry, fo

A lie Returned to haunt me Came back from behind and stung me in the back Feelings that I've kept from releasing I've destroyed Not wishing to let anyone face the cruelty that is in me But I've realized that is my fault And so the guttersnIpe will (to these feelings) abolish them, nevermore A factory of hate setup to wreak havoc Pumping out the rage which plagues my mind The disease that has corrupted my kind My mind has opened up now and with these feelings The guttersnIpe will kill them no more People have distracted the eyes which are mine Taken them off my target To speak my mind Taken hostage my opinions, not allowing me t

I was with you then without you When you came back every thought I had was about you Left again; cried a river Once woke up late a night in bed with a shiver And you were not there for (me) to come for me and rescue me - no And you were not there for (me) to comfort me and protect me - no And I wondered where you are, won't you come to me and rest with me - now And I shiver once again will you wrap both of your arms 'round me? Another morning without you No trace to be found at the table, there was no you Alone for now - and I'm hurting I never thought that you could be so deserting And you were not there for (me) to come for me a

jack rivers got beat with a bat laying there stone cold; out in one swing flat blind spot checked; now on a mat but if you know jack rivers you can bet he'll be back up again mouth filled with blood; crimson came spewing, he strapped on his glove, his thumb brushed his nose and then with full effect smacked down his opponent, leaving his eye blue and black fist pulled back he hit him again this time his knuck's got stuck on his chin a heavy sigh escaped and erupted with blood when jack's opponent fell with a thud no bat could touch him, nothing would work he wiped his mouth and then showed a smirk "you thought you could get me,

fists clenched tight, tighter than they've been before eyes red and blood shot from the fury within. teeth gnashing, and gums bleeding, no smiles, no flicker of compliance. a snort and then a shrug of the head, spit flying from left to right the eyes begin to glance around the room the blue on red background almost shining out. a cough, followed by a lunging as one's shoulder connects with another's face and the unity therein falls to the ground. those clenched fists begin to release for gasps of air then slugged one..two..three, until they felt nothing but themselves breaking. blood shooting up with each hit to the face, and whe

Thinking back ten paces To a time when I regret Known a million faces But none quite such as this With just a drop of anger You'd keep me awake at night From fear and sorrow If we'd ever have a fight But I don't know if I could go one Without you ..would feel my stomach churn inside If I ever hurt you And all this..I'd give it all for you There's not a thing That I wouldn't do To keep this together for all time Could sit and listen for hours Without a word being said Not a sentence spoken, But my shoulder, where you can lay your head. To comfort and protect serve and trust All these things I do All these things for you.